tis is probably the 2nd i've typed.. n erase again...duno wad to write... so much to say yet cant pen it down....oh yah. ..has been exactly 1 week... wad have i been doing wif my life for the past wk???mmmm... basicaaly we have dance like amost everi single day? haha..... like until 9+ den reach hm? i dun even have the time to tok 2 my beloved shiyin lahx... let alone have 'recreationall' time... heez.... i kind of like n dun like tis idea... like. is of cos all the good times spent wif my beloved dancers lah..imagine the few of us juz stayed back n choreograph the whole freakin dance on our own.. practicing till like so late everiday... our usual routine is havin chips n bitchin ard in the canteen n in the dance room.. laugh out head off n dance our way off... n of cos.. de dun-like-part.. is the aftermath when u get freakin tired... n u basically CANNOT do anything... impt tings like, homework, slp, eat, talk??? yahx.... n tt is super retarded lah... n i dun tink my family understands lah.... they think i m having a lot of fun outside... (actualy i do, but its kinda a no-choice ting wad) .... den wen i get back home... juz hear nagging n stuffs... right..... so pleasant to the ears... so NICE to hear wen u r alr so tired n juz needed some rest or some encouragement... mmm.. i dun get tt?well... i definitely have to trust God in tis kinda stuffs... like i always do trust.. n like He always helps.... i rmbed asking kris how to rely on God's strength instead of my own's.... u noe, its easy to say, but hard to do? n she said, : " to know wad u cannot do n BELIEVE that HE can do it" n then, i juz proclaimed everitink!!! n to really have the notion to BELIEVE really helps.... wad else can i say.... but THANK GOD!!!
dancing all night long _ *
10:58 PM
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